brain collapsing.

my brain is collapsing..and im not able to do anything against it.
feel just like the most blockheaded person in the entire world at the moment.


like i told ida and kristina at starbucks today...i will pray for some new brain before i go to sleep.
and when i wake up i will be able to talk turkish without accent and prepare all of my projects for university and many other things i should do.


and afterwards i will go and save the planet.